I'm Back

Wow...its been a while. Last post was April 08...well now its 29 May 2008.
Been very busy with school...and finally got a job.
Lots of things happen along the weeks...as per normal. Times are hard now...but come on people , I believe that one day everything is going to be fine. Amin & Mimie...I wish you guys the best. Make sure U take care of Estee properly k.
For those of my friends who are persuing their dreams...remember nvr gif up. Life always steps on u every now and then...its all abt you getting up fast again and again and surviving wat life throws at you..
I will put up new post soon wif pictures I've taken...so stay in touch

Forgive me, Father.

Ku jabat mesra tangan ayah,
Urat-urat daging tua keras terasa,
Mata ku tersenyum,
Matanya menyapa.
Anak yg pulang disambut mesra.
Tapi matanya,
Mata yg menyatap ku,
Kolam-kolam derita dan pudar bulan pagi,
Garis-garis putih lesu melingkuni hitam suram;
Suatu kelesuan yg tak pernah dipajarkan dulu.
Anak yg pulang disisi ayahnya,
Maka akulah yg merasakan kepedihan yg tercermin dimatanya.
Meski kain pelekatnya bersih dlm kesegaran hidup dan die tak pernah merasa sebab,
Derita itu adalah die...

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Listen...

The hearts aches again...
Have I not shown u how much I love you,
I know I dun belong in ur world....
Have I not shed tears of blood for you,
Have I not bled my soul for you...
How I wish God could allow you to hear the whispers in my heart...
telling u how much I love u.
Must I cry to tell you that I'm hurt?
Must I silence myself to please you?
Never had I forced you...
And never will I ever force you.
But a little dignity is all I asked from u.
When I hide myself doesn't mean I hate you...
I just need to heal myself.
Myself...only.
It's had always been that way...

To the woman I love,

To the woman I love,

To set my eyes on you is one image I never want to erase.

To be certain you are the one i'm destined to be with in this life,

I have already been blessed.

To have thoughts of you in my heart and mind with each day that I wake,

everything I had ever asked from love, has been given.

To know the greatest joy in life already comes from the love you have given to me.

I have already lead the life somewere not blessed to.

To be in a world where love dwells among the hearts of the cynics,

To be in a world where love has grown harder to find and keep,

I've found you.

And to find such love in you, and discover and share it with you, I have found happiness.

To start a journey in life together, no matter how difficult it could be for us.

We will pull through whatever obstacles life may throw at us,

For at the end of it all we still will have each other.

Always know no actions or words can symbolize what I feel for you inside.

You have given me every reason to say that life can be beautiful.

And no woman has touched my life the way you have.

I'll forever embrace you in my heart with tenderness and care.

And always take care of the love and trust you have given to me.

Fullfill all promises we've vowed to each other.

For I would tell the world just how much I love you,

But then you already are the world to me.

I love you.

Princess...the gem that glows in my heart

I did a little thinking...about her...the one I loved, Princess.
Its the small moments i had with u that makes me love u so much.
My coldness towards u doesn't mean that I dun luv u...
Yes called me heartless but its all for u.I wan u to be strong, stronger then me.

I wan u to able to stand on ur own 2 feet when I'm not longer around...

U mean so much to me...the reason to why I'm around today.

I'll bring wif me the moments we shared everybreath we took together...Because its the moments with u that makes my life worth walking thru.

Thank you.

Happy Birthday..."Thank you, my friends"

Thank you so much for making 10/02/2008 the best day of my life.

Tears...yes I shed tears. It was the tears of joy...Thank you so much for all the efforts my friends...and not forgetting my beloved wifey. Ur presences is enough to complete this wonderful birthday. Sorry if I had miss out on anyone...no words can describe how touched I was. Thank you so much. To all my friends...no matter where or who u are. All of u plays an important piece of my life...without anyone of u...my life puzzle is incomplete.
Once again from the depth of my soul...thank you so much.

Especially my beloved Wifey, Khairin & bro, Wan, Imah& sis, Sazali, Grinch&gf, Hakim& gf, Ismail, Din&gf, Iswandi and all those who knows me...(sorry cant go on...if not It'll be forver)...Thank you.

Happy birthday Broken Wings.