Listen...

The hearts aches again...
Have I not shown u how much I love you,
I know I dun belong in ur world....
Have I not shed tears of blood for you,
Have I not bled my soul for you...
How I wish God could allow you to hear the whispers in my heart...
telling u how much I love u.
Must I cry to tell you that I'm hurt?
Must I silence myself to please you?
Never had I forced you...
And never will I ever force you.
But a little dignity is all I asked from u.
When I hide myself doesn't mean I hate you...
I just need to heal myself.
Myself...only.
It's had always been that way...